Rough day

Last Thursday I took a pregnancy test and it came out positive. Ken and I were not expecting to be pregnant right now. We were quite shocked. Anyway, I was exercising this morning and felt leakage. I went to the bathroom and found a lot of blood. I went straight to the doctor and confirmed that I was having a miscarriage. I had a blood test and then I have to go to a clinic on Saturday for more blood work. If my hormone levels have not gone down then I will have to have a DNC. But I think, with the amount of blood and clotting I have had, that won’t be an issue.

Right now I am very tired. I feel like I have the flu. I feel bloated and crampy. But other than that, I am fine, we are both fine. We hadn’t quit gotten used to the idea of me being pregnant plus I honestly knew something else was coming. I told Ken over the weekend that I felt like being pregnant wasn’t the last surprise. I felt like we were either going to have twins, the baby was going to have some sort of disability or it wasn’t going to go full term. I guess the latter was correct.